Wow, I feel re-invigorated. I’ve been on my diet and not doing TOO shabby. I’ve been exercising and keeping my 153 mini - goal in mind. I was on facebook and checking out a friends photos when I spotted my ex in the background. The two years that we were together, I managed to lose about 20 lbs and he managed to gain about 50 (which he blamed on me-and he was probably right). The whole time we were together he told me on a number of occasions that my WHOLE problem was that I always wanted to be the prettiest girl in the room, and that I just needed to face the fact that I never would be. Yes, I know I should have dumped him the first time he said this but lessons are learned the hard way sometimes….anywho…back to my friends facebook page. There he stands in the background of the pic. looking about 20 lbs heavier than when I last saw him about a year ago. This made my day (I know that’s wrong..but I am relishing in my wrongness). This just makes me want to lose weight all that much more. 153 here I come along with my new husband, stepson, house, and puppy. OH, by the way, my husband thinks that I’m always the prettiest girl in the room
